i am tired . freakingly tired , i slept but felt as if i had never slept . i am still tired . i hadnt been doing hmwk and stuffs , i lost most interest . i dont know what i am doing .. constantly day-dreaming ? unknown . results are dropping and i dont seem to care , owed teachers lots and lots of homework , and my eng and chi people is on wed and thurs . damn close . and i hadnt revise anything .. tired of everything . just want to sleep it thru' , but it's hard . why ? -.-
i find it harder to smile . i lost it . faking a smile is easy . i learnt it , just in case .