{ it's not the strongest of the species that survives , nor the most intelligent ; it is one that is most adaptable to change . }
today is a bad day . i thought u would cheer me up , but u never did .. you never did ..but , u are forgiven :]
distant .
whatever it is , i still cannot adapt to the changes around me . do you know how horrible the feeling is ?! DO YOU ?! ups and downs , hot and cold , black and white .. i've got no mood to do anything at all . stress or not , tired or not . it doesnt matter . i just need to do things that can keep me busy . that can tire me out till i cant think of anymore things anymore . i kept thinking . thinking . thinking . and suddenly , i am numb with thoughts . being a robot may be good . it has no emotions . nothing at all . tears will not flow as and when it likes . it can also delete its memories if it choose to forget . there will be no worries to worry , no problems to think or solve . how nice .
but , i am who i am . who cares if i am like this . stop me for all you care .
ha ha i am laughing . sarcastic ..
arhaha . thankyewberrymuxh . i am really laughing this time . :D